Today's Symbol: A sack of grainToday's Verses: Genesis 37, 39:1-50:21Today's Theme: God's ProvidenceI know I've skipped a few days, and maybe I'll be able to get back to those days at some point, but I'm not going to sweat it. The first three stories of this project were, at least to me, about how no matter how people mess things up, God still cares about and loves them. The stories that I missed were about Sarah and Abraham, Abraham sacrificing Isaac, and Jacob leaving his family and tonight's story is about Jacob's son Joseph. All three of these stories are about people that listened to God, and good things happened to them.
I have always liked the story of Joseph, I remember reading about it in my children's story Bible, and then I discovered Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat, and most recently the Red Tent, which is not actually about Joseph so much as it is about his sister Dinah. Any way, after reading The Red Tent, I went back and read the story in the Bible to see how much it was the same. Not much is, but it was still interesting to see how they were similar.
Anyway, I was thinking as I re-read the story of Joseph, about how bad things happened to Joseph (his brothers practically killed him then sold him as a slave, he got accused of adultery and then spent years in prison) and he never really gave up his faith, and just kept listening to God as he talked to him through dreams, which ended up leading to good things for Joseph (getting out of prison, becoming pharos right hand man, become a leader himself.) I kind of wonder how often we are listening, or not listening, to what God has to say to us, There are times in my life that it's quite obvious when God's speaking to me, but more often than not I just don't slow down and take a moment to listen.
And now that I've written not so much about God's providence but my own ramblings, I'll also share you with a related song. Sara Grove's Hello Lord is a song that I think describes how many of us feel about listening for God.
Hello Lord, it's me your child. I have a few things on my mind. Right now I'm faced with big decisions, and I'm wondering if you have a minute. . Chorus: Right now I don't hear so well and I was wondering if you could speak up. I know that you tore the veil so I could sit with you in person and hear what you're saying, but right now, I just can't hear you. . I don't doubt your sovereignty, I doubt my own ability to hear what you're saying and to do the right thing, and I desperately want to do the right thing. . Chorus . Somewhere in the back of my mind I think you are telling me to wait, and though patience has never been mine, Lord I will wait to hear from you. . Chorus